not enjoy at all

didnt enjoy my life here...hope i ll hv a better life later....wanna do assg,tutoria,presentation....really lots of thgs to do...i dun feel that here gt weekends for me....fri suppose free for us...bt nvr free on fri frm orientation wk til nw...last fri gt gotong royong,nxt fri goin to changlun...huh...abt gotong royong...really haiz....want us to gather at 730am....actually it should start at 8am...bt thy want us to gather earlier..k fine...then mai gather lo..bt hv to wait til almost 9am oni started to gotong royong...really wasted our time lo...thy didnt plan b4 that...and every wk ll hv block meeting...wt that for??? those stupid meeting...hate lo...repeat the same thg again n again....really gt lots of thgs wanna tel us????? i dun thk so....and that day called all of us out for block meeting....pour water n flour to JUNIORS...our dpp tradisi wor...shit...poured water to us ...then v hv to bath at midnight...the water is cold....damn it....all are siao....take bathe at almost 1am....really siao!!!!!

released right now...cz of that ptptn stuff...i felt so gan jiong...n finally it's done...~that day gt interview for the moonlight fest...our dpp's event...sum of them kena for the post in this morning...and im so happy cz i didnt gt any post...so that i cn bck hum on that...bt it's BAD...i gt the post...thy jz send me a msg...and cn i choose nt to accept the post??? i really duno hw leh...to be frankly if nt for the sira i wont go for the interview...for sure!unless im totally free...im thking nw!

recently really feel unhappy....and ytd we out for dinner(acs gang) then v chit chat n said all the thgs out...i feel k bit...i really need sum1 to confide in...after that i ll be ok...wanna thx all the frens...especially bff ...and yeowkei too....v faced the same prob...

dont know hw to describe my feeling right now....sometimes i really feel so DOWN!!!!!!!!!!!! nt happy at all!!!!! so i gonna make myself bc...so that i wont thk much...i ll find thgs to do...and i dont know why thy all so free lo...oways cum to my room....to be frankly...i dislike them often come to my room...definitely dislike....once a while it's ok....if u guys r free then find smth to do or do ur revision...dont come and kacau me...and i hate the those guys who sat my pillow! really feel like wanna punch them...tats my bed n my room n nt yours!!! dont take my room as ur room....and stop touching my stuff on my tables without my permission!!! i dont care hw u guys look at me...i JUST wanna say ...im nt welcome u guys!!! HATE ----- maxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx! no manners at allllllllll...i didnt say it doesnt mean i lk ...okay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!